woah woah woah.. i love this depth..the details.. the root cause of situations..
am i an over thinker? or a feeler.. hell knows.. a sucker for the feel of it all..
been lately wondering what drives us all to make decisions..to do what we do.. our fears..our inhibitions.. our downright limiting actions.. what the hell goes on inside.
and then i felt this "aha" moment that screamed in my face..
we humans hate uncertainty!
even when i claim that i want some adventure in life ( ahan.. dont get your brains running in all awkward directions).. but yeah.. even when i claim that i am experimental.. and hell yeah i love to experiment n experience.. there is something about uncertainty that makes me feel wierd.. angry n upset at times.. thrilled at others.. fearful yet another..almost making my insides churn at times..
and .. this one word seems to pretty much describe the cause of all the stupid , unreasonable discussions that i have with my parents or people of their age .. which seems to limit their thinking.. AND limit my life. Uncertainty seems like a b**ch to me... how much can something like this drive us?
writing this blog itself makes me realize how much i myself dislike uncertainty in some areas of my life..
yet. i gotta live with it.. 'cause BRINGING IT ON iS really what i can do to justify my life..
sheesh.. certain things.. certain thoughts.. certain lives..seemingly secure like caves or cocoons or a mother's womb.
but what pushes me and haunts me and makes me feel thrilled is whether certainty really is certain?
what do you think??
am i an over thinker? or a feeler.. hell knows.. a sucker for the feel of it all..
been lately wondering what drives us all to make decisions..to do what we do.. our fears..our inhibitions.. our downright limiting actions.. what the hell goes on inside.
and then i felt this "aha" moment that screamed in my face..
we humans hate uncertainty!
even when i claim that i want some adventure in life ( ahan.. dont get your brains running in all awkward directions).. but yeah.. even when i claim that i am experimental.. and hell yeah i love to experiment n experience.. there is something about uncertainty that makes me feel wierd.. angry n upset at times.. thrilled at others.. fearful yet another..almost making my insides churn at times..
and .. this one word seems to pretty much describe the cause of all the stupid , unreasonable discussions that i have with my parents or people of their age .. which seems to limit their thinking.. AND limit my life. Uncertainty seems like a b**ch to me... how much can something like this drive us?
writing this blog itself makes me realize how much i myself dislike uncertainty in some areas of my life..
yet. i gotta live with it.. 'cause BRINGING IT ON iS really what i can do to justify my life..
sheesh.. certain things.. certain thoughts.. certain lives..seemingly secure like caves or cocoons or a mother's womb.
but what pushes me and haunts me and makes me feel thrilled is whether certainty really is certain?
what do you think??
